sooo my birthday and the 2 days afterwards were ridiculous! i was kinda bummed cause i had to go to work on my birthday but i really didnt mind cause its kinda fun working here. wellll...my lovely coworkers surprised me with a card and two birthday cakes  i was soo excited. i got some other presents....a dozen red roses from clayster, some balloons, a cake, and a gift card for bath and body works from lashan, another gift card for bath and body from jamie, some cards from meg, renee, and andi, and ki got me some lippy *yusssss*, a card, a really adorable doggy keychain, and a picture frame with our picture in it. how stinkin cute are my friends??? then a bunch of us went out to dinner at the olive garden and had sooo much fun...i got yet another cake there too it was really really yummo =) then we went back to the house, had some people over, drank some beers, took some shots then peaced out to the bar and danced the rest of the night...

then friday night, me, tiniel, and meghan worked the football golf outing...OMG holy free beer! we drank alll day and by the time we got home at around 5, we passed the eff out! i never had a hangover at 8pm...it was pretty bad. but we had so much fun at the outing...then saturday we all went to kiara's brother's wedding reception and got waaaaasted like none other! i definitely puked a couple of times before i passed out. i was really pissed cause i missed out on the bar *especially since madisons apologized for not letting us in that one night* but me and my bed had some gooood qt! the reception was nuts...we were the only people really dancing but it was still really fun...who doesnt like an open bar???

buut yeah that was my eventful weekend...i definitely needed it cause i was suuuper stressed out about everything...since i'm back to work now, i should really be productive. leave some comments bitchesssss!

LaTaunya Hall (8.13.83-7.25.95) rest in peace angel...i love you and miss you always

my guardian angel has been on my mind...not a day goes by when i dont think about her or wonder what she would be doing if she were here today. my dad always told me that i should always talk about her with nothing but pride, and although i only spent a short time with her, she was someone that i looked up to and wanted to be just like when i got older. taunya i love you and i know you're always smiling down on me. "con tu adios te llevas mi corazon. vaya con dios"

summer break is officially underway  i'm cozy in the 216 mia with my roomies kiki, meg, and renee and i'm loving every ::hot:: minute of it. omg it is soooo flippin hot in the house! but i'm still lovin this house and the girlies in it! there's really nothing to do in this tiffin town besides work, go to piasans on wednesday night, and sleep. tomorrow is an exciting day for me though...i'm getting my baby tomorrow!!!! i'm soo pumped! marie is coming tomorrow, shes my first doggy since pierre when i was four years old. i'm so excited to take care of her its definitely gonna make summer more interesting! aaaaand i'm throwing a lil cookout with my faavs tomorrow. we're doing hot dogs, hamburgers, pasta salad, and OF COURSE alcohol  its gonna be a lot of fun, i cannot waiiiit! then its back to work for this girl since thats where i am every day of my life!

its been really really tough financially since i got here and i'm still kinda dealing with it. luckily ki's mom is being really understanding about everything, but its still really hard to balance rent and my crazy phone bill right now. but i know once i get that settled in the next couple of weeks, everything will be ok...but for now i'm just gonna keep my head up and smile through everything  i'm missing some very special people right now, its getting a little harder and harder being away from them. and it kinda scares me, cause its not just one guy but THREE guys! seriously what kind of person does that make me? and its not even superficial feelings for all three guys, but genuinely real feelings. like if you asked me to choose between them right now i would not be able to at all. i dunno...hopefully this summer i'll be able to clear my mind and figure everything out...we'll see about that one...my birthday is in 11 days! i have some stuff planned with my faavs...we're prolly gonna hit up the olive garden since that is my favoritest place in the world. ok kiddos i'm gonna peace outta this biotch! xoxo

wow i cant believe this year is almost DUNZO! 4 finals and then i'm finally done...i cannot wait to start working in admissions over the summer and move in to my new house with my new roomies! its gonna be sooo much fun! this year has definitely been an interesting one and i learned sooo much through trial and error. who knew having feelings for a guy with a girlfriend would end up being nothing but trouble  but i learned my lesson and even though it sucked for a while, i know better now...

finals week just started: 2 tomorrow, 1 wednesday, and 1 thursday plus a 6 page single spaced outline book report for stooopid bonnie tiell. i'm not gonna lie, this week is gonna suck to the upmost! 3 out of my 4 finals i might just fail...especially since one had a 55 page study guide for it and i have yet to study it. p.s. that final is definitely tomorrow night! ummm i'm moving into my new house at the end of this week i'm sooo excited...thats about it for now...

i'll keep you guys updated...peace out!!

i cannot believe the school year is almost over...just a couple more weeks!! i'm kinda glad though. this year was a million times more complicated and stressful than last year. but i am gonna miss a lot of things. being autumn's roommate especially  we had sooo much fun this year and i got so much closer to her. autumn marie hurst, you've been one of my bestest friends and the shoulder i needed to cry on all year and i dunno how i would have survived this year without you! i have MAD love for you and you better believe me, you, and mike jones are still gonna be drinkin it up saturday nights!! i love you soo much girlie! i guess its like they say, "all good things come to an end". maybe its good that i'm moving off campus next year. well...sorta off campus. for one, i'll have three new amaaazing roommates and i won't be so tempted to venture off to make those late night visits to a certain person like i did sooo many times this year.

which is why i'm where i am right now: slightly heartbroken and scared. scared at the fact that i can't physically or mentally get away from him. summer's coming up, which means 3 months without seeing him, and it also means, for him, 3 months with his girlfriend. soooo lets see: i'll be here in tiffin working every day all day and he'll be with his girlfriend every day all day. DEFINITELY doesn't add up! so why the f am i so stuck on him?? i've been trying to figure that out for the past 8 months. can you believe that?? he's been a part of my life for 8 months, causing me stress for 8 month. thats definitely a first for me. i REALLY wish this summer will make me wiser and stronger cause i need to just leave him alone!! buuut anyway...the past couple of weeks have been a total nightmare for me, financially and emotionally. luckily i bounced back from it and i for sure learned my lesson! i have soo much i wanna post about, but i think i'm gonna wait til monday when i'm working 7 1/2 hours  2 more loong mondays and i'm done bitchessss!!

i'm spending easter with autumn this weekend and i'm SUPER pumped!! i love her family they're so stinkin adorable! sooo i hope you guys have a happy, happy easter!!  xoxo